Making it up as I go along

my grandma fell this week and broke her hip--either having a heart attack after the fall or before. she is 91 and very high risk for having hip surgery so she is now in hospice care. my mom left to be with her and I am hopeful for a recovery. I have not seen my grandma in many years and really wish I would have taken the time just to go visit her. Why is it these sort of events have to happen in order for me to have these thoughts. I want to thank all of my friends for their thoughts and prayer for grandma sarver.