my heart is heavy. I drove Gemma and Brecken back to Bend on Sunday. they are going to spend the last two weeks of summer with their dad and get ready for school to start. our family is only half a family when they are not here. I want to be selfish and have them all of the time but they need their dad in their life just as much as me.
I miss brecken's smile and the way he asks me to wake him up before i leave for work even though he knows he will already be up.
I miss gemma's presence, her patience with the little kids, her late night ice cream binges
I despise living so far away from them
I want to roll in a ball and cry my eyes out from missing them so much but I have a 2 and 3 year old who need me just as much.
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