sometimes i feel like an emotional zombie.. I have been on Paxil--an antianxiety medication for at least 6 years now and truly feel that without it I wouldn't be able to function in my life that i lead. on the other hand it has numbed my emotions in a way. I really don't feel extreme emotions anymore--that means anger, happiness, sadness, excitement.....
it just doesn't seem fair to need a medication but have such crappy side effects.
I used to be the kind of girl that cried her eyes out at any given moment---the highs and lows-ups and downs i don't miss but give me happiness, love, excitement, wonder, hope, surprise, pride, and desire and day.
alas my husband says my bitchiness emotion still works fine
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I love this post....it is so real....someone very close to me (in my house).....is also on meds...and would agree with what you are saying...
I don't think bitchiness is an emotion is more like a gene!!!!
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